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In other news, I was rejected by Dave again, (details here, hahaha) and yet, oddly enough, feel that I shouldn't yet give up. Specifically, I get the feeling that it is going to pay off sometime in the future (I was going to say "soon" but I was afraid I would jinx it, or if it didn't happen soon I wouldn't trust myself anymore. Its kinda like how horoscopes cover their ass with all their vague notions). I mean, close in the future. I am inexplicably positive about this; and that is so odd, because I am the biggest pessimist (although I am probably not the biggest pessimist, because everyone always beats me to everything [hahahah]). And yet I have this stupid little persistant bit, no, portion of hope prodding me and saying, "keeeeeep going."
Ho hum.